taking that leap

The year began with an “annual routine” of friendship , in spite of Covid curved balls and restrictions pitched the night before.   Gratitude to the recurring generosity of our close friends .  Their extension of love , their insistence to cook and feed us that very first meal year on year in fellowship and familiar surroundings.   May we never go hungry for the nourishment of friendship and appreciation.
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Along with positive vibes , I am also consumed with my usual “immobility” and “fear” as the New Year dawns.   Will performance meet my high expectations ?  Can I beat Resistance with a Capital R ?   Serious attention deficit looking to complete 20 tasks within 60 minutes and doing none ?   Lack of focus and motivation (thank you 2020) .  Fear taking over when it’s time to deliver and do that one thing.  Imposter-syndrome surfacing making me feel like I’m not good enough.  Goals seem to recede and get vague instead of more defined.
How do I pick myself up from here ? How do I move forward with rekindled passion and purpose ?   In the grip of a mental bottle-neck !  Want to begin a regular blog from 10th Jan , but am coming to realize it is not all that easy.  I feel like my content is vague and my niche undefined.  I want to wait for the right time, until I can perfect it.   I envy you , practical Len ,  always putting one simple step in front of the other without overthinking , ruminating and complicating.

A video finds me.   
What is that one word to snap you out of inaction ?   
Take a guess … Is it Love ? Is it God ?  Is it Meditation ? 
No, a lot simpler. 
It is “movement” .   
Move – so you can move someone else’s heart. 
Move – so you can find the inspiration to create , to invent.
When you’re moving there’s no time for fear , for doubts ,
Because it pushes you forward , makes you wiser , stronger. 
MOVEMENT INSPIRES.
AND I HIT PUBLISH .... READY OR NOT  
Enjoy !

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